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Magikarp

I had a stupid, silly realization yesterday that lead to a panic attack where I was on the floor struggling to breathe for twenty minutes. It felt like every nerve was on fire and paralyzed. I couldn’t find my inhaler which made it worse. But I did find my manatee. And my space llama. AndContinue reading “Magikarp”

Loved

My birthday was at the start of the month. And I did things with my family. Had a couple really nice dinners and all that. I celebrated with my friends yesterday. We went to one of my favorite museums in Los Angeles – the Museum of Death. It’s filled with every aspect of death –Continue reading “Loved”

Red Flags

It’s been another hard week. And while I’ve spent most of it in this weird depressed head space. I’m also coming out of it clearer than I have been. I had two very large red flags happen this week that has me doing something I should have done a long time ago but figured IContinue reading “Red Flags”

Something Positive

I am in a good mood. I’m tired and exhausted and go nowhere near enough rest or sleep last night. But I think I am happy. I started my new position this week. And it’s fantastic. I am never bored and there is always something for me to do. Even though some of what I’veContinue reading “Something Positive”

Crash

It had been such a good couple of days.

News and stuff.

I am sitting in an empty condo with a cat, who is currently grumpy with me because I apparently do not know how to give it proper pets. I just had a really, really great day. I woke up next to someone who makes me smile and happy. I got a free upgrade on aContinue reading “News and stuff.”

Valentine’s Makes Me a Rambling Mess

I failed to update last week. And, honestly, I’m not going to beat myself up about it the way I did for a couple days. I was literally hiding from my WordPress out of shame of missing a week. Because I am ridiculous. It’s Valentine’s day. I’ve been looking back at the way this holidayContinue reading “Valentine’s Makes Me a Rambling Mess”

Updaterino

I don’t have a lot to say right now. Which, truthfully isn’t true. But I am exhausted and there is rain pattering outside, my bedroom smells like eucalyptus and mint and it’s doing it’s very best to seduce me into my bed with my newest book. I hit my first milestone with my weight lossContinue reading “Updaterino”

Boop

Yesterday was a very good day.

Ch-ch-chaaaaaanges

This year seems to be one for interesting things so far.