This entry is going to be a little different. As I’ve mentioned previously, either on stream or on here (it could have been my WordPress – which I am in the process of merging with this website. But I don’t really know what I’m doing, so its a work in progress), I’m currently in schoolContinue reading “Mental Health Talking About Day”
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Words and stuff
I have been writing this blog entry for several weeks. In pieces. Because dear lords did life just get SUPER busy really freaking all of a sudden. And then I go back and I read what I wrote and I erase it because it’s no longer relevant. My schedule is kind of all over theContinue reading “Words and stuff”
Giant Squidball of Rage
Okay. So. No secret I’ve been upset about my break up with C, right? That’s pretty clear. This will hopefully be the last entry regarding him. Because I need to work out this rage. And then make myself eat dinner and play a video game, and focus on the people in my life who actuallyContinue reading “Giant Squidball of Rage”
Daily Gratitude #2
My psychiatrist gave me a prescription for Trileptal and Xanax. My tiny dinosaur plush. Fuzzy socks. I talked to C today for a little while. It was nice.
Daily Gratitude
A couple of entries ago, I said something about wanting to think of things I was grateful for in a day. I decided to keep that log here, because well. I won’t lose this like I have my journals or anywhere else. So. Feh. Here’s a thing. Daily Gratitude #1 – March 1, 2020 DragonContinue reading “Daily Gratitude”
More Angsty Depression Stuff
Blindsided
The past 60 hours have been tumultuous, at best. For the basic major rundown of what happened… it was as follows: My mother was in a car accident, in which she was rear-ended by a school bus. Things are not going well for my sister. I can’t talk about it publically, but things are notContinue reading “Blindsided”
:)
Most, if not all, of what had me in such a state last week has been resolved. And this weekend was such a good weekend. My big health thing was a false positive. It was a very stressful period of waiting for those results. And my gods. The relief I felt when I got theContinue reading “:)”
Thankful
Today’s Thanksgiving. And I’m just. I’m sitting in my room, with a grilled cheese sandwich and bowl of tomato bisque listening to show tunes and rain patter outside. We’re having the first big storm since Spring right now. And it’s kind of really lovely. Albeit, cold. And I don’t handle cold all that well. I’veContinue reading “Thankful”
Looking Forward
I’ve been daydreaming a lot lately. I keep seeing the “one day.” Which is good. It’s a good positive thing for me to focus on. And it’s helped me set goals for myself. I want to get my bachelor’s degree. I’m not going to do the overly frilly and get two like I had beenContinue reading “Looking Forward”
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