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Contemplation

I’ve been thinking about this article a lot, since I read it a couple of weeks ago. Letting people know that I am bipolar is terrifying, every single time I must do it. It doesn’t matter the context of the relationship – romantic, sexual, completely platonic… sometimes even just work. And it’s not something IContinue reading “Contemplation”

Different

This past weekend was one of the busiest weekends I’ve had in a very long time. Last Friday night I went to Universal Hollywood’s Halloween Horror Nights. It was a lot different than the previous years – which makes sense. It would have had to have been different. The crowd didn’t have much restrictions outsideContinue reading “Different”

In which I tell embarrassing stories about myself

While talking to some of my girl friends, one of them was lamenting a way in which they embarrassed themselves by in general being just real goofy. So now my brain is ruminating over some of the ways I’ve wanted to curl up inside myself and never be seen again due to embarrassment. And IContinue reading “In which I tell embarrassing stories about myself”

Disco Ball

This holiday weekend has one of my busiest weekends of the year. Probably the past two years – though in hindsight basically nothing from 2020 should count. On Friday night, I saw Hamilton at the Pantages Theater with my family. And while the show was not the mind blowing experience was the first time IContinue reading “Disco Ball”

That big emotional info dump

I keep saying I am going to sit down and write. And I say it and say it and say it and say it. And clearly, I don’t do it nearly as many times I say I am going to. I can’t even really say I’ve been actually writing in a notebook. My life hasContinue reading “That big emotional info dump”

The Umpteenth Inappropriate Conversation I’ve had this week

Some people I hold near and dear to my heart have recently had their baby. This child’s mother is in one of the group chats I am apart of and will occasionally bless us with photo’s of her spawn. Who is as great and pretty as a spawn can be and I am absolutely low-keyContinue reading “The Umpteenth Inappropriate Conversation I’ve had this week”

Getting Back At It – Sort of.

There’s a lot I could write about today. I have the Inaguration on, which has given me so many feelings. I also discovered that Luna, the little pug who is a spaz, does not like when I get upset and will try to attack the things she thinks is upsetting me. Which is how IContinue reading “Getting Back At It – Sort of.”

Reflections

I did not do a lot of what I had wanted to. I didn’t go to Japan. I didn’t go to Disneyland once a month, or do the stair walks regularly. I did pay off a good chunk of the ever so oppressive debt I was in…. only to need to then put myself inContinue reading “Reflections”

Tummy Ache of the Heart

The past weekend had been simultaneously one of the best weekends (well, best day) followed by nothing but things that have made my heart sore. Halloween is my favorite holiday. It usually marks the start of what counts as Fall for Los Angeles, and it’s a day where creativity and spooky and everything is justContinue reading “Tummy Ache of the Heart”

Mental Health Talking About Day

This entry is going to be a little different. As I’ve mentioned previously, either on stream or on here (it could have been my WordPress – which I am in the process of merging with this website. But I don’t really know what I’m doing, so its a work in progress), I’m currently in schoolContinue reading “Mental Health Talking About Day”