There’s a lot I could write about today. I have the Inaguration on, which has given me so many feelings. I also discovered that Luna, the little pug who is a spaz, does not like when I get upset and will try to attack the things she thinks is upsetting me. Which is how IContinue reading “Getting Back At It – Sort of.”
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Reflections
I did not do a lot of what I had wanted to. I didn’t go to Japan. I didn’t go to Disneyland once a month, or do the stair walks regularly. I did pay off a good chunk of the ever so oppressive debt I was in…. only to need to then put myself inContinue reading “Reflections”
Tummy Ache of the Heart
The past weekend had been simultaneously one of the best weekends (well, best day) followed by nothing but things that have made my heart sore. Halloween is my favorite holiday. It usually marks the start of what counts as Fall for Los Angeles, and it’s a day where creativity and spooky and everything is justContinue reading “Tummy Ache of the Heart”
Mental Health Talking About Day
This entry is going to be a little different. As I’ve mentioned previously, either on stream or on here (it could have been my WordPress – which I am in the process of merging with this website. But I don’t really know what I’m doing, so its a work in progress), I’m currently in schoolContinue reading “Mental Health Talking About Day”
Words and stuff
I have been writing this blog entry for several weeks. In pieces. Because dear lords did life just get SUPER busy really freaking all of a sudden. And then I go back and I read what I wrote and I erase it because it’s no longer relevant. My schedule is kind of all over theContinue reading “Words and stuff”
Giant Squidball of Rage
Okay. So. No secret I’ve been upset about my break up with C, right? That’s pretty clear. This will hopefully be the last entry regarding him. Because I need to work out this rage. And then make myself eat dinner and play a video game, and focus on the people in my life who actuallyContinue reading “Giant Squidball of Rage”
Daily Gratitude #2
My psychiatrist gave me a prescription for Trileptal and Xanax. My tiny dinosaur plush. Fuzzy socks. I talked to C today for a little while. It was nice.
Daily Gratitude
A couple of entries ago, I said something about wanting to think of things I was grateful for in a day. I decided to keep that log here, because well. I won’t lose this like I have my journals or anywhere else. So. Feh. Here’s a thing. Daily Gratitude #1 – March 1, 2020 DragonContinue reading “Daily Gratitude”
More Angsty Depression Stuff
Blindsided
The past 60 hours have been tumultuous, at best. For the basic major rundown of what happened… it was as follows: My mother was in a car accident, in which she was rear-ended by a school bus. Things are not going well for my sister. I can’t talk about it publically, but things are notContinue reading “Blindsided”
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