I have been diagnosed with many things over the years. Or been told you have this, only to go someplace else and be told absolutely not. Like schizophrenia. I’m not schizophrenic. Or bulimic. I do have bipolar. I do have major depression. I do have general anxiety. I do have PTSD. And I have anorexiaContinue reading “Disorders”
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Oof.
I’m currently curled up on a friends couch with two cats nuzzling my legs and my favorite musical playing in the background. I am working off of my brand new Chromebook. I spent the day with my friends and then my partner. And… I’m happy. I feel loved. I feel attractive for the first timeContinue reading “Oof.”
Been a while
It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been able to sit and write. Not that I haven’t tried. There have been many instances of me sitting in front of the open journal entry page and just. Nothing come of out me. I haven’t been okay. That’s obvious from every other post. But, I am betterContinue reading “Been a while”
Trigger Warning
Trigger Warning: This post deals pretty graphically and heavily with a rape that occurred a year ago. While it was very therapeutic for me to write – I understand that reading it may not be for others. Click the read more at your own discretion.
Death by Itching
Over this past weekend I helped a friend move. Which is fun and great and I wound up getting the fluffiest llama out of it which is honestly the best thing ever. At the end of the day, when we were just relaxing and resting from a hard’s day work, I went to go sitContinue reading “Death by Itching”
One Day
I keep thinking about my one day. One day, I’ll have my own place. I’ll have my own furry pet. My car will be in my name, and I’ll be covering my own insurance. I’ll never have to ask my friends to help me by buying me dinner, or helping with gas because if theyContinue reading “One Day”
Processing: Not a whole lot to say.
I don’t have a whole lot to say right now. I’m still processing things from last weekend and this week. I went to a party last night which was really nice. Saw Yesterday today. It gave me feelings. Which is kind of uncomfortable after so long without feelings? Idk. Just kind of. Here. Processing.
Sneezes
Why are sneezes compared to orgasms? Like, why is there that saying that if you sneeze enough times, it’s like you had an orgasm? I think it’s eight. Eight sneezes is supposed to be comparable to one orgasm. HOWEVER! That isn’t true at all! Orgasms are fun. They feel good. A sneeze is never funContinue reading “Sneezes”
Closure
I had dinner tonight with my former fiancee. He had come in from out the east coast because he wanted to talk to me. And. I was hesitant. This is a man who emotionally and mentally abused me our entire relationship. He had me so detached from myself that I secluded myself from everyone inContinue reading “Closure”
Three
I got into a weird argument with my friends over something silly last week. We had gotten into a conversation about where we would rate on the one to ten attractiveness scale. And for the most part, everyone rated themselves six or seven. My boyfriend rated himself an eight. They all see themselves above average.Continue reading “Three”
Shpunkey 