Different

This past weekend was one of the busiest weekends I’ve had in a very long time.

Last Friday night I went to Universal Hollywood’s Halloween Horror Nights. It was a lot different than the previous years – which makes sense. It would have had to have been different. The crowd didn’t have much restrictions outside of masks needed to be worn unless you were actively drinking or eating. But all the mazes and scare zones kind of suffered from the fact that there couldn’t be as many scare actors. Where one room would have had three or four people, there was only one.

The event was still fun. It was different. But it was fun.

Saturday night my friends threw me an early graduation party. There was also dungeon and dragons. I got to see a couple of people I hadn’t seen since before the pandemic. And I actually did things I usually avoid. I stayed inside the whole time. I played Jack Box with people. I stayed behind and watched a movie with everyone.

Everything was different.

I’ve been kind of wibbly wobbly lately. My graduation is literally days away. But I feel so insecure about everything and I really don’t know or understand why. Well. I know some of why. Which doesn’t help anything because I don’t know how to go about doing anything for it.

I don’t know. Guess I just have to wait and see what happens in the next few days.