I am not sure what to write now. I want to sit and just do something. But I am at a loss. Everything is telling me that my depression is spiking up again and causing a plethora of problems.
I don’t know. I feel like I am saying that a lot.
There were issues at one of the games. They’ve been mostly resolved. All but one, but since there isn’t a good solution to that one problem I’ve resolved to stick my head in the sand.
I feel myself spiraling. I don’t know what to do about the spiral. I want to do something but it feels like anything I try makes things worse.
I need to start doing small things that are for me. I need to start remembering me.
And I need to remember that I am more loved than I think I am.
This is also so little words… and it took four hours of staring at my keyboard to get them out.
Hopefully, things improve soon. Hopefully.
Shpunkey 