Shpunkey

• Discord
• M&M chocolate bars
• The lack of traffic
• Fuzzy socks

• Waking up next to my boyfriend.
• Boyfriend taking me Costco and braving the increased insanity there.
• Fresh laundry from the dryer.

• Shadowrun games going successfully.
• Dog Haus
• Scented candles.
• Hot showers.

I’ve been dealing with probably the biggest surge of depression brain the past four days, and while I still feel exhausted beyond belief. I need to be better about doing this. It’s helping. This daily gratitude is more of a weekly one.

• Unf*ck Your Brain by Faith G. Harper.
• My friends.
• J.
• I’m getting job interviews. A lot of them.
• I have work I can go to that will pay me to be there.
• Rain. This is also a source of contention, but I am grateful for the rain.

• Spending the evening with K.
• Seeing J 5 days in a row.
• Public singing with Pub Choir.
• Boosts of energy.
• Biofreeze.
• My ability to make it awkward.

• My phone for letting me be able to do this while I was staying with J.
• AMC A-List for making seeing movies a possibility without additional stress.
• My dad and all of the help he’s given me in my life and especially in the past few months.
• My baby yoda cup being my inspiration to drink more water.
• J. Just. Always and forever (He may be a constant on here).
• My friends.

Korean spas

Getting my back rubbed while being held.

3 days in a row with J.

New lingerie type stuff.

Picard.

Cuddling with J.

The angry hate dog nuzzled into my lap for 30 seconds.

My wonky football eyes still qualify for contact lessons.

Falling asleep nect to someone who loves you.

New make up.

Comfort food that wasn’t a struggle to eat.