I’ve been incredibly sick for the past week. It hasn’t stopped me from searching for a new job, or taking interviews. Which maybe it should have, since I didn’t get those jobs and I know I was not at my best.
I’ve fallen into a routine.
- I sleep. A lot. Except at night. Then I’m on TikTok.
- I apply for at least 5 different law firms. I’m grateful there are so many law firms in Los Angeles.
- I spend 30 minutes cleaning a foot of space in my room.
- I write nonsense. And delete the nonsense.
- I bother my dog.
It’s not a lot. But its all I’ve been doing and I kind of hate it. I miss having work to do. I also miss the world not being difficult to breathe in and coughing not being a regular thing and also my nose just won’t stop running. I feel like my life stopped and I want it to start again.