It has been a bad week.
- It started with me having to cut a person out of my life that I cared about.
- I had basically nothing but bad days at work all week.
- There was an STI scare. With an extreme expense. That has been mostly resolved but has lead to a harder decision.
- School has caused another expense.
- I have struggled to feel anything. For weeks. But this week on top of that kind of what should be a terrifying numb, I was also randomly bursting into tears.
- This happened at work. A lot.
- Relationship changes. Just. I don’t want to get into that.
I’ve been dealing with this the best I can. I have been. I think.
It’s kind of hard to tell.
The good though, is that I am done with probation after this week. And I’ll have medical insurance. Which will help with the numbness hopefully?
I’m going to San Diego next week.
I just. I don’t know what to do.
I have a lot of debt and I don’t know what to do about that either.
Shpunkey 